Hais, back to blog again, besides blogging, there`s no one else i cant turn to, not even my own bf. Sad and depressed would be the best to describe what im feeling now. Hais, just called him and asked him where he was, he said he was at park mall, gonna play DOTA. Lols, so all the while, i have been fooled by him, telling me that he misses me and wants to see me? hahs, its all sweet talk, just trying to hong me happy. *laughs! Still to think that i cried after i hung up the phone.I can feel the end is near, our love is drifting and thats definite. Just 3 more months, you would see the end of samantha & marcus, maybe even 3 weeks later? or even 3 days. Hahs. Its obvious, his feelings have faded, how could i ever believe he would stay faithful to me and be by my side forever? Its just mere talk to comfort myself. Talking to him aches my heart, to see that the guy that once loved me talking to me in a bo chup attitude. Hais, i`ve done nothing wrong nor have i done anything to betray him. What the hell is happening? I myself dont know the answer, whats going on in his mind or heart, i dont know too. Hais, really feeling damn tired of all this heartaches. All i want is his time, is that too much to ask for? I honestly dare to say that i can give up anything for him, all i want is his time. Hais, i cant even control the tears as i type all this. Hais, the end is near, and i know it.....

( ::'-':: ) GIRL IN TEARS.